Oooh shoot. I’m sorry man you’re right, thats totally valid fear, not paranoia at all. Its so awful you have to deal with that. I didn’t even consider that as a factor as I’m not from the US.

Hey man, how long has this been going on? This sounds familiar to me, kind of like paranoid schizophrenia or other mental health conditions that can continue to worsen if you don’t get professional help. I can’t imagine living life like that is easy. I’m sorry you have to deal with that and I hope you get the support you need to get to a point where you can feel safer and less scared constantly ❤️

Are llamas’ eyes not side-facing? That’s what it looks like in photos to me